Act the Fifth
He who withholds kindness from a friend forsakes the
fear of the Almighty.
Job 6:14.
~ 5.1 ~
Outside of Mrs Brisby's house
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[Enter Brisby] |
Brisby: |
I'm performing for a great audience tonight: all of
Abram's children, O, what they see! They are an attentive congregation still;
they know my entire story from the start; Algol, thou winking demon, thou
know'st all of the shrew's exciting tales, thou art very attentive to the
wrong and the ill on this globe. There is the herdsman; thou'st an interest
in this earthy stuff, I suppose. No king wears a crown with so many jewels,
nor can he boast of such adventures as the stars may tell: Pisces, tell me a
tale of giants, and Heracles, tell me again how thou didst fight and best the
Hydra... what a puny tale have I to tell in return, but perhaps in the poor
light and great distance it will be somewhat magnified in the telling. You
watch me from an Arthurian theater, and need not vie for seats; you are all
groundlings an hour, and guests in the balcony another hour, as you are all
great in your stories, and I am not. I need look up to see you, and I, in the
theater pit, could not see your rising or setting were it not for the flat
moor. Such a grassy curtain have I! And how vast and plain a field it is, and
then the lackluster moor. Stars, please forgive me if I meander; I cannot
feint iron; it is because I am merely examined, and you the entities as view
me, and how many before me, and how many after - I vanish tomorrow, as a
perhaps pleasing diversion, but new glories shall hold your eyes captive.
Perhaps warring countries? O, the drama, kind stars! - or the heartache of
two lovers? O, pity, and a subject that may be wearisome - but, no. Sorrows
are not at all the same, but, O, how all tears look alike! A sadness is as
personal and unrepeated as a snowflake - comparison is hard drawn between any
two - but when it melts through teary eyes, how same it is! What a bond, to
cry as everybody has cried since the dawn of creation... an ocean of tears,
salty, bitter tears, is our field, and at its end, a waste of a moor, miles
long, no features, marshy, cold, hostile ground... a plain and plaintive
place. This is a cold land. That is why we die; we were not meant for cold
land. If God should place us in primaeval joy, why should we choose to habit
frost? O, it hurts to pace on this chilled ground; the ice would cut me, or
if it didn't, feel as if it were cutting me; all the difference is a matter
of penitence. Shall I be humble in this life? Shall I have a choice? Look at
me now, ye stars! You are the windows of the cold world; thou'rt the eyes.
See me now! I am humbled, not by thee, but by all I do not know in this
world. O, but where is Jonathan's star? Ah, right above; thou'rt at zenith,
my dear, thy star sits at the very pip of the celestial sphere. Tell me, how
shall I satiate these undimmed eyes? yea, from time past they've sat above,
devouring the actions and the actors o'the night - such faithful
theater-goers! What say'st thou yet, how is this story? Aye, primally Timmy's
sickness, and primarily Timmy's sickness... may night's speckled blanket warm
him. And subjugatally me, these rats... thou'lt see their reentrance soon,
and in their entrancing, let us weave a tale entrancing... Hail, a wind? 'Tis
the wave of the crowd, mayhap. Where is Teresa's star? the gentle thing; I
should find it set tonight. But Cynthia's alight, ah! fair Alkaid, thou art
the plow handle, omen or no. And what of... Spica shines dimly tonight. Not
this night, of any night! O, you rise too soon! You but rise too soon! |
Martin: |
It's a cold night, Mother. Why stand'st thou here alone? Are you waiting for them? |
Brisby: |
I am waiting for them, and am plagued by poor divination and a mother's brooding persistence. I am afraid of nonsense, I should take a seat with the shrew. |
Martin: |
Thou'rt stargazing? |
Brisby: |
O, dear heart, yes, indeed. There is Cynthia's star, above; remember how we would give ourselves stars? |
Martin: |
When we have little to give, yea, we would give ourselves stars. There is Father's, way up there. He's set on the roof tonight. |
Brisby: |
I was just there. |
Martin: |
Where's my star, mother? |
Brisby: |
Over, just yond that sod clod, not Castor or Pollox, but the shier star behind them, to the right. |
Martin: |
O, yes. Not Castor or Pollox, but the one next to them. I feel for the shrew, mother. She's had a difficult day. She woke thinking thou wert no more; she'll wake tomorrow thinking thou art no more. I wonder if she shall ever expect thee at breakfast again. |
Brisby: |
Yea, tomorrow. She saw me tonight. |
Martin: |
That means nothing. She'll find something even in the inactivity of this night to convince her. She's one of the evinced sightless... you saw yourself this morning this property. |
Brisby: |
True... I am sleepy. |
Martin: |
Exceedingly sleepy, I should think. Today has been a day for annaling. |
Brisby: |
The almanacs speak nothing of thirty-hour days. |
Martin: |
Come to bed, mother. 'Tis warm... and think, to wake tomorrow safely! Aye, to sleep past any disappointment or worry, whichever comes tonight. It should be a horror to stay here; some mist is rolling in. I should warm me... what am I saying? Life is still to constructed! and I can whittle from work more than I can from a kind word, however encouraging it may be. May I warm myself by saying 'all is warm tomorrow, or not'? I have advised thee ill; I now sleeve my apology to thee. It is of course a certainty that thou shouldst tonight have no sleep, it is a manner of necessity that thou shouldst wait tonight, no matter how cold it is - this mist is but thy distraction; thou must here, to the very punct, stand! Stay thee, mother, waver not either way, here thou art safe, here Timmy is safe; this is written, meant, decided; it shall be this way, no other! |
Brisby: |
Art thou indecisive, Martin? |
Martin: |
I shall tell thee the truth, mother: I have feared. Nay, fear is not the word. Fear is a puny, logical thing in itself - when the verification of sight invalidates it, its pangs subside. This is not fear, this is an odd doubt... an unwavering doubt - near as stayed as thee - I know not what has begotten it. I know I do not let easily on, but I am wringing myself inside; I am my worst critic. Yea, here is a flaw, Martin; thou dost find that life is too important to hang on shoelatchets, and at no cost canst thou bring thyself to belief. |
Brisby: |
Thou wilt find belief tonight, Martin. I understand this, but believe me, thou hast believed before. Here is the fact: belief is at its easiest when thou seest with clarity what life truly is. |
Martin: |
This is an oddly obscured matter to me. What is life, but a battle? |
Brisby: |
A battle? It would be a battle if we were fighting it. |
Martin: |
Then what are we, but casualties? |
Brisby: |
Casualty means but that which is caused; hear this, Martin, I knew not who I was, and I know now, as I nearly lost what I had; now, myself and my children are preserved, so I am newly discovering the qualities of my substance: pain is not something to fear, Martin, it is an abysmal character fashioned with no suffering. Pain is no pleasure, but joy can coexist with pain, if you know its outlet. |
Martin: |
Joy in pain, aye! just as the highest power's in love. |
Brisby: |
Martin, thou hast a few misaccounted flasks of faith! |
Martin: |
Yea, my internal prosecutor ignores underaccounting, but pulls to task overaccounting... why, if I would chuckle at the machinations lex, I should chuckle at myself! I have doubted due to no reason, and if thou'st a seat with the shrew, dear mother, I am couched in thy lap. |
Brisby: |
Be happy, Martin! 'tis more than content, content is the holding of what we have; be happy! 'Tis more than pleasure, we may seek it and find it at will; 'tis more than the simple blush at a beautiful day; the glow of today may be ashen tomorrow; the rain may quick sweep all thy comfort away, and all of thy smiles may someday be sorrow. Be happy, dear Martin. Though I tell you to be happy in suffering and pain, happiness is not constitution! That is what it is the least, Martin, if you must keep your smile up with Atlas' shoulders, thou'st an accessory worth setting to better tasks. If thou must be dubious for something, never let granted be the coming day. Why, see! We are a pair of coyish doubters! Tonight, dear Martin, Gideon's fleece shall warm us, and no matter how wet the night condenses, we shall be dry! dry as dead doubts; an odd but conclusive sign to this world. We shall live, and live truly! |
Martin: |
I am instantly attentive, and my worries calmed; I may now sleep soundly! |
Brisby: |
My attentive sleepyhead, be off to bed, if thou'rt so. |
Martin: |
Good night, dear mother, the stars love to be sifted through. |
Brisby: |
Good night. |
Rat: |
Are you Mrs. Jonathan Brisby, or am I to seek further tonight? |
Brisby: |
Is Mr. Ages with you? |
Rat: |
He is just behind; he directed me here. |
Ages: |
Confound this impish breath, I see only by swimming! Why can you not return? Thou'st left an incumbent in the damp! |
Rat: |
Ages, can you verify this face? I know her not. |
Ages: |
I should think any lonely mouse you see standing still in this inclement weather would be she. |
Brisby: |
I see a lonely mouse before me, standing still in the mist, is't I? O, Mr. Ages, I know thou dost share my concerns, and thou dost still fit the prescript well. Thou'rt like a father to me. |
Ages: |
Yea, Ages paternal, I am as fatherly as I am asked. Brisby, what art thou doing? |
Brisby: |
Bantering with Urania, but that's over. |
Rat: |
We should get to our task, Ages. This mist is but a shard of a cloud. |
Brisby: |
Where are the other rats? |
Ages: |
Behind, and shall be here soon. Attendant, am I to lean on grass? |
Rat: |
Ages, I am here. |
Brisby: |
Good Ages, thou hast no precedent here |
Ages: |
Thou mean'st... |
Brisby: |
Yea, NIMH is coming, NIMH arrives tonight, |
Ages: |
The immane horror of it! |
Rat: |
NIMH comes tonight? How shall we her move? |
Ages: |
We shall move her still, but afterwards come out with the Plan. |
Rat: |
What, against Nicodemus' express hush? |
Ages: |
If NIMH comes tonight, Nicodemus shall be the first to shout the affected alarm. |
Rat: |
I say, there are some who will not like this. |
Ages: |
There are none who will prefer to stay. We must tell him of this, and now... Madame Brisby, thou'rt ever in my unlessening gratitude. Thou'st perhaps saved us from the end of the world. |
Brisby: |
Ages, we pace the end of the world in our most unthoughtful hours. |
Ages: |
[to the rat] That's Mrs. Brisby... as fine a
Copernican as you shall ever meet. Fleet, now! |
Brisby: |
The world continues. What think you, stars? Shall you stay
for the end? Will you see the new wonders? Cassiope, Andromeda, thou'st a
family; shalt thou rest for the final act? Polaris, thou point, thou
changeless, distant index, hast thou intimidated to stay? O, the clouds come!
I'm not finished yet, my story's not played out, and you're shutting the
curtains? 'Tis a dark night, how brightly may my spark glow? |
~ 5.2 ~
Outside of Mrs Brisby's house
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Justin: |
O, Arthur, bless th'imagination firm |
Jenner: |
Ho, Arthur! Must thou keep
the oil's course |
Brisby: |
This lot in life is burdensome alone, |
Jenner: |
Reflections of an unsure soul! I shall |
Brisby: |
But pain's withstandable, joy rarely is. |
Jenner: |
Nay, never known to thee, thou startling fool! |
Brisby: |
Thou seek'st thy comfort, or thy pleasure, such |
Jenner: |
Say'st thou that earthly things are little use? |
Brisby: |
A pain of life may instants dwell, but e'er |
Jenner: |
I'd pub at filthy shantys as I choose. |
Brisby: |
Then thou'st no candor as thy state behooves. |
Jenner: |
I'd cloy my flesh, and glutton it in feast! |
Brisby: |
Then thou'st no reason, and art but a beast. |
Jenner: |
I'll seek my wont, and die before be old! |
Brisby: |
Then thou shalt have it, e'en as thou'st foretold. |
Jenner: |
Ah, seek'st thou an argument, little one? I shall draw an
observer to adjucate this. We shall see who is correct. Elders! Here, we seek
you! We need officiation! |
Justin: |
We came, but only to give her brief instructions, and then set her on her own. She could find her way; the farmhouse is too large to miss. |
Jenner: |
I had the good sense to follow her, and what did I see? She went to the mill! and there, lost our carefully-prepared confection in the pond, the mill's bathed ewer! |
Brisby: |
What? |
Jenner: |
You heard well enough, and don't deny it! |
Brisby: |
Have you kept not a scrap of your decency, sir? |
Jenner: |
Nary a sliver of it. If Madame Millet has nothing more to say, let's now be done with her. |
Brisby: |
It is untrue! You know it to be untrue! |
Jenner: |
All hear! The cat is prowling, and shall come to eat us all tonight! If you value your lives, or the great trust which has been bestowed upon us, then there is nothing to do but stop the move, return to our thornbush, and be content! |
Justin: |
This is a trouble. |
Ages: |
It cannot be so! But, now that Jenner's said it, there's nothing to do. |
Patrick: |
I have faith in her, to be sure, but also my terror of the cat. |
Justin: |
Nature, thou impulser, thou imposer, I am divided, divided against my friend, divided against my honour! How does one balance one's mind and instinct? |
Jenner: |
One doesn't! You may be strong enough to set aside your fears, with your tact and noble quality, but what of the consensus? See? Already they've let off the move! |
Brisby: |
Let off! They cannot let off the move! The shrew was right, but no demon in the shape of a crow leads the plow this year. What care you for the cat? 'Tis the cat, 'tis asleep! What ill shall it do you? What risk take you tonight? Is not this heavy stone enough a risk to embolden your hearts? Let your answer ne'er be nay! O, murdered! Murdered is my son! Timothy, O, thou sunlight, thou art murdered! |
Jenner: |
O, canst thou say something worthy of my company? |
Brisby: |
Thou'st caught me, thou Minotaur, thou'st cornered me in thy maze, and my thread, my string, is cut! |
Ages: |
No, no, 'tis sensible as she says. NIMH is coming into the field for us sometime this night, or tomorrow morning, and the cat is nothing to that, I say. Indeed, what care we of the cat? I've no fear there. |
Jenner: |
NIMH? Now, that holds great curiosity for me. There is a successful band who lives deviantly, ne'er letting thy morals or philosophies or sense stagger them. And the ceaseless wonder of something that has always only tinged my memory! Nay, I am not afraid of them, I embrace them, and so should... now a minute, where is he? |
Ages: |
Who, Jenner? |
Jenner: |
Nobody, 'tis nobody of weight. Besides, how do you know she isn't telling mistruths? She knows not NIMH, from whom did she hear this? Besides all, I fear the cat may be behind any of these rustling grasses... there is a wind tonight, 'tis enough to make me jump. Better to jump, though, before the cat, I say. |
Brisby: |
No cat comes tonight! |
Justin: |
'Tis worse than a cat. |
Jenner: |
No cat need keep a portion of my thoughts, |
Ages: |
What mean'st thou, Jenner? What does this portend? |
Jenner: |
What means this life? How do we manage breath? |
Justin: |
Were't now the final night, all'd be in dark. |
Ages: |
There's questions many there, I'd say, 'tis not |
Jenner: |
Then I'll the treasure take, if you're too meek |
Ages: |
There is thy mind, thy fitful mind! |
Jenner: |
I could not bear th'depression, should I not |
Ages: |
Then thou say'st, to look is to lose? |
Jenner: |
To seek |
Ages: |
Thou cavalier, and unbenign! What purpose |
Jenner: |
What need have I explanatory notes |
Ages: |
Thou mocker! |
Jenner: |
Nay, I'm true. |
Brisby: |
But, good Jenner, why should you live so? |
Jenner: |
Because it allows me measures of independence, a word you'd know not. |
Ages: |
That is fresh to me. What is a 'measure of independence'? Surely, you are either independent or you are not. Such speech carries along shades of confusion. |
Jenner: |
Spoken astutely, Lord Lexicon. Such trifles are only worth the attention of ancient, spectacled, desiccated old men. I shall please thee and please me by practicing the punctilios of good speech: Because it allows me independence, truly, to do as I please. |
Brisby: |
It gives you independence? Then you are forever dependent on it, for without believing it, you were restrained beforehand. Indeed, we are always most dependent to that very thing which takes independence away. |
Jenner: |
If it's as you say, how are we to be independent? |
Brisby: |
We never are, Jenner. Does our will give us independence? Tomorrow we are sick and needy. Does a state give us independence? Tomorrow they shall take it away. Look at me: do I go about doing as I please? Nay, I am a mother. My children say, "Go hither, the day needs thee there," and I go. Life is a matter of choosing what we are dependent on. |
Jenner: |
Then, how are we to be free? |
Brisby: |
Ah. Independence and freedom are different things. Independence is the wish of godless men; freedom is the wish of every living being. Does the swallow in a snare wish to be independent? No, she wishes to be free! |
Jenner: |
Let it be as it is, I am free enough a soul to know that the move is let, yea, the move is let off! They cannot be convinced of any freedom outside of the keeping of life: look, thy blessed children are pitilessly left in th'mud. Moving a hollow rock in the rain, in the danger of death! Hah, you'd give us all pneumonia, if not have us eaten by the cat! What help is there for't, Justin? Where is gallantry? They love themselves more than anything else; now we shall all hide together in our bush. Madame Brisby, thou'rt more than welcome to come with we noble cowards, to come out of the rain! Take thy minors, if thou must. Ages, this is not the weather for thee. All admit defeat! |
Ages: |
Defeat cannot be admitted by all until all have arrived. |
Jenner: |
I'd not speak to him. You may all agree on your weakness,
I am away. |
Nicodemus: |
What see I? What's the difficulty here? |
Jenner: |
[aside] Shall I now be undone by the charisma of our head? I should have a winning gait, I have a cunning mouth. |
Nicodemus: |
Stay thee no fear of cats or preying birds, |
Jenner: |
[aside] I care not how great or ancient the tree is, a cut, a chop! and it shall fall! |
Nicodemus: |
If we must die, then let us die tonight |
Jenner: |
[aside] Yea, one cut, one chop, and Nicodemus' trunk shall fall, and whither shall he go? He is not resigned to stay in his tree, he can fly away should he please. What good shall wisdom do him? Die now, good soul, stay thyself the ignominy of a villain's blade! |
Nicodemus: |
Once from the plow this earthy home's away, |
Jenner: |
[aside] Thou couldst have fled, thou martyr! Thy roots are corrupt, and yet thou stay'st! Art thou too wise to live? Aye, fill our newly-enlightened Athenian youth with revolution and roaming hearts, and thou mayst fly or drink thy death to the dregs! |
Nicodemus: |
We shall be fled! This field we'll leave behind, |
Jenner: |
[aside] Revolution! The wheels turn, the daemons,
the planets turn by Sisyphus' shove, the ropes pull! Our lives pull until
they snap afray. The house moves! and tomorrow our house shall move! Night!
O, thou dark! Death is dark, the vapours of Hades bathe us tonight! Die,
Nicodemus! Let me see thee dead, that I may pride myself for outliving thee! |
Sullivan: |
Yes, Jenner. I am sorry I am come late. |
Jenner: |
This is the great night, Sullivan! |
Sullivan: |
Yes, it is indeed, friend. We finally have seen this done. |
Nicodemus: |
The moon is bright! 'Tis light enough to set |
Jenner: |
O, ev'ry drop of rain tears through the air |
Sullivan: |
I am here, Jenner. |
Nicodemus: |
Look up! For there stands witness to this deed |
Jenner: |
Te--wit! Te--wit! |
Sullivan: |
How, Jenner? |
Jenner: |
The birds shall make an army for me. Te--wit! Te--wit! |
Nicodemus: |
This night is but the darkness which precedes |
Jenner: |
Bah! The blessed pox! The magnanimous Pontus Euxinus! The pacific ocean occidents! We ward them off with courting words, and play victim when the dejected wretches accept our advances. A sorry, sorry maiden is the human soul! I was born a rat, and man's path isn't the only to trod, nay, I'll burrow if I must. Sullivan, thou'rt too wicked for all these high ideas, yea, thou'rt too bad. Fending with words - I'd sooner die than defend myself with a weak hope; nay, I'd cross myself with iron. |
Sullivan: |
Even iron's no strength against a heart aflame. |
Jenner: |
What are you saying? |
Sullivan: |
What you know only. |
Jenner: |
Then thou'rt no use. |
Sullivan: |
What is the truth. |
Jenner: |
I'd not live in such a world of truths. |
Sullivan: |
Then, what is most seeming to the hour. |
Jenner: |
As you read the clock, poor flatterer! |
Sullivan: |
Then I said naught! Surely, thou, my fast and bonded friend, couldst forgive a random rumbling. I was merely attaching words, one to the other, with no import, no purpose! |
Jenner: |
Words mean words, Sullivan. The first you spoke to me led to the next, and that to the next, and that linked in a long-cast survey to what you just have said. Say I that there is meaning in your words? No, lest I become like thee. But you have attached words upon words, and your final chain's conclusion is that I am wrong. Your final period is that the links are brittle, and meaningless. Say I am wrong! |
Sullivan: |
I, I... ne'er meant such a... |
Jenner: |
Imperceptible truths! Unseeable mysteries! Such is my trade, Sullivan, I know none who can see! Blind babblers! Harried hopers! Lying, lying links in penetrable ringmail coats, aye, I'll drive my sword straight through their minimal hoops, and receive better than a jouster's prize. Look at them measuring, casting cord and plank about, scaffolding; they are little formic mechanics, swarming about, all to move this consumptive's half-extinguished house; then we - we, Sullivan! - shall be away... off in the moment, to flee from that which interests me the most. If it weren't for our marvel, all would be lost for her; she would be torn apart again. Sullivan, I hate fantasy. |
Sullivan: |
Thou sound'st resolute. |
Jenner: |
Look, Sullivan! All is coming into readiness. The mist is concealing. The great leader has his back turned to us, to oversee his folly. This moment is pregnant with possibility, Sullivan, can we grab it? |
Sullivan: |
I am not sure of our clutch. What mean'st thou? |
Jenner: |
I mean that the night has come for us, Sullivan, she has come to aid her minions, and the mist shall shroud us! We are the outcome of impalpable forces, Sullivan, we must live up to our generation! |
Sullivan: |
Jenner, thou art inescapable. What is thy conclusion? |
Jenner: |
The coneys are a'digging. The table's laid. The table's
laid, Sullivan, I've a mind to grasp all I can. |
Sullivan: |
Is this an occasion for momentous ceremony, Jenner? |
Jenner: |
Yea, Sullivan, it is. I lift this blade high, Sullivan, to
sanctify it. Now, take it. Take't! |
Sullivan: |
'Tis heavy. What brave consecration shall I make with the ornament? |
Jenner: |
Thou shalt make a present of it to Nicodemus. |
Sullivan: |
But, 'twere him who gave it to you at the first, Jenner! |
Jenner: |
Aye, you're right. Best to make it a surprise present, then. |
Sullivan: |
I think that the mist is obscuring your words. What do you mean? |
Jenner: |
Good poppet - it is not too late in life to call you that, is it? - I've a distaste for leaders who would send us out in the cold to die. |
Sullivan: |
Any such leader would die in the cold, as well. |
Jenner: |
True, any such leader would die. Such a blind old thing! -
he would slide dictums under his cuff and assume that he that he trusted to
his power could not see at all. The king as would impose his superiority upon
me and wave his jus divinum about me tauntingly as a rattle surely
must die gruesomely. This glorious sword has a longing to meet my enemy,
Sullivan, it is yearning to cut Nicodemus in two. Aye, Nicodemus is th'end of
this blade, Sullivan, and you are at the hilt of it. |
Sullivan: |
Dear Jenner, isn't there something we could do here? Some construction to work on, some trowl to wield, some compass or pulley to operate? |
Jenner: |
There is nothing we can do here. Tomorrow we wander, Sullivan. |
Sullivan: |
Jenner, Jenner, this is evil, not evil as thou wouldst admit to, nay, I never did find earnest wrongdoing in thee! |
Jenner: |
To kill us all is far worse... Sullivan, we've fought to stay with ardence. You know well enough that the only way to keep Nicodemus here is to pin him down. |
Sullivan: |
'Tis dreadful! |
Jenner: |
Only in its greatness, only in its nobility! Sullivan, rampant yourself, take the hero's arms. You're the herald of tomorrow, Sullivan. This is no night of any birth, nay, this is static, a night as before, the uninterrupted crickets will thank you. For chirruping, in itself, is far greater than any of the establishments of men or sage rats, and lasts far longer. Night is death, Sullivan; I know naught otherwise. |
Sullivan: |
Jenner, should I do it, it is but at thy bequest. |
Jenner: |
Be quested, knight. |
Sullivan: |
Then this sword is my only salute. |
Jenner: |
Go to it. |
Sullivan: |
Aye, but I must ready myself. |
Jenner: |
Ready yourself heated, and strike in a wild temper. |
Sullivan: |
I have never killed anyone, Jenner. |
Jenner: |
But you have caused your mother and father much pain, and, O, Sullivan, I cannot say how many hours in the night I have worried for your good. The time you've stolen from a thousand souls is a lifetime, and far worse than murder, for it is years of heartache. |
Sullivan: |
May I recant by taking a life at once? |
Jenner: |
How can you recant, Sullivan? You've wronged, wrong again! |
Sullivan: |
I am off, it is too wet to stand still. The rain shall
wash me to this act, 'tis the drizzle that causes the ill, not I. I am
delirious in the cold. |
Jenner: |
[aside] I could not trust him to cut lettuce, far less a great delusional demagogue. I'd have him adopt the sword on his own. Delirious in the cold! Such a chilled mein, nothing to kill by. [aloud] Sullivan, if the task doesn't fit you, you needn't bother. |
Sullivan: |
[returning] Ah! Thou'st sense again! Good friend, thou worried me sorely. |
Jenner: |
Dearest friend, thou'st never failed me, as thou knowest. No one knows how good a friend thou'rt to me. |
Sullivan: |
And thou'rt such a dear friend to me, too, Jenner. |
Jenner: |
How long we've known each other! How well we know each other! |
Sullivan: |
Since we were infants. |
Jenner: |
And no living soul knows how good a friend thou'rt to me. |
Sullivan: |
Thou'st said so, Jenner. |
Jenner: |
No living soul, not Nicodemus... not Justin... not Patrick... why, not even Sullivan knows. |
Sullivan: |
Eh? What's that? Who is this friend no one knows, Jenner? |
Jenner: |
Sullivan, put your hand to your heart. |
Sullivan: |
Glorious, but surely I am to put away this sword? To be introduced at the point of a weapon is to be made instantly foreigners, if not enemies. |
Jenner: |
Sullivan, you sound hopeful. Do not put away the blade.
Best to keep it; I know not what I might do with it tonight. You are about to
be inducted, Sullivan, and my friend is a jealous sort. Keep the sword,
Sullivan, that he might, when removed from thy company, boast to himself: |
Sullivan: |
O, O! Thy words mean actions... and such an intimate friend! |
Jenner: |
Yea, indeed. |
Sullivan: |
O, Jenner! Thou know'st that I lived in thy faithfulness. |
Jenner: |
Then, Sullivan, you need not live anymore. |
Sullivan: |
Yes, dear Jenner. How right and good it is when friends
agree! ...I need not live anymore. |
Jenner: |
Such bloodless clamor! Sullivan, thou couldst |
Nicodemus: |
How great's the strength of urgency, this night |
Jenner: |
[aside] Good Sullivan, thou couldst not take Cain's
mark, |
Nicodemus: |
Speak'st thou of moving, Jenner; wherefore so? |
Jenner: |
Indeed, but NIMH knows much, should they we find |
Nicodemus: |
Thou shouldst, indeed, thou hast already before. |
Jenner: |
Maybe in indirection is this ill |
Nicodemus: |
Thou hast a rather discomfiting say - |
Jenner: |
You see them not? 'Tis good, I cannot, either. |
Nicodemus: |
'Tis true, the dead pass unheeded in hosts; |
Jenner: |
A fatal flaw! My plan is ruinèd. |
Nicodemus: |
It seemed a jesting object; what's that gleam? |
Jenner: |
What mean'st thou? Seest thou here an enemy? |
Nicodemus: |
Thou wouldst me muddle; as if this thick mist |
Jenner: |
You cannot see the ghosts, nor see the wind; |
Nicodemus: |
I feel the stab of treason betwixt my blades, |
Jenner: |
Dizzy fool! Hast thou no object to embrace? |
Brisby: |
'Tis all about thy weapon! Help, 'tis death, |
Jenner: |
Howl, wind! Howl, night! I'm not without defense, |
Brisby: |
Though, yea, I know he kills my kind, the heart |
Jenner: |
'Tis good for him, he keeps his cupboard stocked |
Brisby: |
I've fallen to fault, alas, so have we all; |
Jenner: |
Here wrong doth show its splendor. Behold good! |
Brisby: |
He's dead for lacking breath, but thou, thou fiend |
Jenner: |
Death is but death; I'm rosier than him. |
Brisby: |
But your friends are parties to a murderer, themselves! |
Jenner: |
I have no friends to speak of. |
Brisby: |
My Jonathan was friendly towards a villain, |
Martin: |
I should think this, indeed, a night as should know no sleep. Hey, villainy! O, mother, art thou here? This night knows sleep, in all. |
Brisby: |
Martin! 'Tis misty and cold, go to bed! |
Martin: |
I would, for finding my bed. |
Brisby: |
Brave the mist, follow its shameful recoil! Go to bed! |
Martin: |
I should, but it wisps all about. I cannot catch a cold; I must be in bed. O, my, I have found something. Good night, fiend! |
Jenner: |
What is this? |
Martin: |
Your conscience, puny pipsqueak that he is! |
Jenner: |
Ah, my pernicious little advisor. For a moment, I did not know thy face. Hast thou come to accuse me? Tell me, hast thou come to curse me? |
Martin: |
I could curse you from here to the Pleiades and back if I wished. |
Jenner: |
And in thy starry curses, blind all who see yet what I am. Do thy best. |
Martin: |
The day grew cloudy on the morn that birthed thee, |
Jenner: |
Very harrowing. I should fear my life. |
Martin: |
Life isn't to be feared for. |
Jenner: |
I should fear my immediate death, then. |
Martin: |
If I were you, I'd fear my distant death. |
Jenner: |
Nature and Earth may condemn me, but how do you? |
Martin: |
No curse I could lay on you could top the one Nature herself hath inflicted in your face. |
Jenner: |
An evil face for an evil soul. |
Martin: |
And a plain face for an truth-telling soul. Elaboration's not one of your faults, I note. |
Jenner: |
That's one that should stick, methinks. |
Martin: |
They're all adamant, affixed to your goo. |
Jenner: |
Vinegar, vinegar! |
Martin: |
Vinegar for salt - sour words for a salty mind. |
Jenner: |
'Tis salt enlivens this bland world. |
Martin: |
And salt undoes the slug. |
Jenner: |
Ah, I feel my flesh melting away! |
Martin: |
I should not notice it - I told you, you were ugly. |
Jenner: |
A mean retort, here's another - a sneer an' a cackle an' a flash of tooth! I could rend thee to pieces - what say'st thou to that? |
Martin: |
You bear passing semblance to a jack. |
Jenner: |
Is this Jonathan's child? Such an endearing waif; I may see why your mother's a mess. |
Martin: |
I believe that you're indeed fated ill. |
Jenner: |
And can you affirm such a belief? Fate's but myself to me. |
Martin: |
So seems it to the man as sceptres seized |
Jenner: |
Pish, posh! You'd say I am again' the order, claiming that fit only for my greaters? I am not the only, rather, I'd say I were in the order, and supply the writ myself. And we majors may take truth for our own; why, shouldn't we, so high in rank, do so? Here, I hold the badge of my order before me, and Sol may bemoan it, if she so wishes. I have taken a vow of resolution, and I am staunch and unmovable, and appropriately so. I alone realize truly our greatness. So, affirm ye such a belief still? |
Martin: |
You have answered the question for me; yes! I can affirm such a belief. |
Jenner: |
Such a shame. I had been taking a shine to you. |
Martin: |
O, that is the most insulting thing you've directed yet. I could hardly outdo such a heinous jibe. |
Jenner: |
Begone, then, starling! I shall explain to thee later. Off! |
Martin: |
I leave, then. Perhaps I shall come upon Nero Caesar also
in this mist. |
Brisby: |
Did he leave? |
Jenner: |
Yes. |
Brisby: |
There is some mercy in the mist. |
Jenner: |
I thought it odd. But, aye, let's pick things up. |
Brisby: |
Pray, set your weapon down. |
Jenner: |
I take my force upon the thorns, they're cut; |
Brisby: |
Please, I prithee, set it down! |
Jenner: |
This blade's |
Brisby: |
What cure's in death? |
Jenner: |
What cures, but cures in death? Thou'rt tougher for't. |
Brisby: |
Stay, set it down! |
Justin: |
Condemnable, condemnable thou art! |
Jenner: |
I was to ask thy companion for a dance, that's all. |
Justin: |
She's not a likely fencing companion for thee, Jenner. |
Jenner: |
Then I need find another. Envoy Epee, am I so honoured? |
Justin: |
I could not say no. But may I strike to hurt? |
Jenner: |
That was my sole intention. |
Justin: |
Then let it be thy soul's detention, although it would be honourable to let me search for a sword. |
Jenner: |
Alack! I seem to have lost my honour in the mud. Thou'lt
have to fend with thy friend, or a stone, or a glob of muck... en garde!
|
Justin: |
Ho! I've a sour bout to fight tonight. |
Jenner: |
'Tis not a weapon for this feudal Night. |
Justin: |
Ah! Hear the startled caption of the crowd - |
Jenner: |
I feel the hardened, merciless stare of Death, |
Justin: |
Stop it! I understand you less every minute. |
Patrick: |
I've witnessed troupes of pantomimes, but I must say, this
is the sloppiest sword fight I've ever seen. Such jumping and motioning! They
need their rope-training again. |
Jenner: |
Once I've dispatched our captain, I'll be after you, juggler! |
Patrick: |
Is it the business of a clown to answer such a portentous riddle? |
Jenner: |
Fool, what mean'st thou? |
Patrick: |
I mean'st only, that clown's saw. 'The flightiest bird catches the hunter's eye.' |
Jenner: |
What semblance of me is in that? |
Justin: |
Ha! Keep hopping, knave, let no clown keep thee pondering! |
Patrick: |
Or, to another effect, 'He set in one spot sees the world pass by him, it he waits long enough.' |
Jenner: |
And how have I strayed from that? |
Patrick: |
Not at all, dear Jenner... you would never stray to stray. The difference between 'stay' and 'stray' is a common letter, indeed. |
Jenner: |
Thou art a common letter, buffoon! |
Patrick: |
Aye, though I would let up. - Justin, you're an honourable lout. - Thou wouldst stay, thou say'st? |
Jenner: |
I would stand to this spot. |
Patrick: |
That is a most foolish decision. I wouldn't stay your battle. |
Justin: |
[aside, to Ages] Friend, fetch my sword while he is detained. |
Jenner: |
I would stay this very battle, indeed. |
Patrick: |
Consistence, O, thou mother of all folly! Would you stay
solid, on this night of pudding? |
Justin: |
I say, even this blade cannot cut this conversation. |
Jenner: |
Aha! Propounder, set thyself away. - |
Justin: |
Yea, Jenner, all already have your attention. |
Jenner: |
This clown has put me to't. These shackles here, |
Justin: |
I'll not see Goodness sullied, nor so Faith, |
Jenner: |
[aside] Now, I'd say, he's the one galoshing in the muck, and I with a free hand and a free mouth have better leverage than he with a free body. [to all] It is decided. None other being willing to fight one standing still, our Captain of the Guard has volunteered to make an example for his protégé. The challenge is accepted, should I die, we move, should Justin die, we stay, and should no one die, we let it to the Fates. Shall we begin? |
Justin: |
Yea, but how to begin? |
Jenner: |
Lunge! Demean sanctity! Discount life! Come, Justin, throw off thy high ethics, be as thou art, thou animal, thou rat! |
Justin: |
I cannot even say so much. |
Jenner: |
Come! Bayonet me! Surely, Justin, you're not as bad a sword fighter as this? |
Justin: |
Your soul, so black and perforate, |
Jenner: |
I may say I am moved, but displacing me requires more force. |
Justin: |
Good Jenner - shall you answer to that name? - |
Jenner: |
O! sob at thy words! They'd make a cockatrice leap, but Justin, my heart is stone - she was widowed from my mind long ago - and Arthur's pulleys can't move her. |
Justin: |
Then, what? Shall I cut thee in the back, like a brigand? |
Jenner: |
My, you've a trouble, haven't you? Kill me, and you become me. Live me, and you appease me, and shall live like me fore'er. |
Justin: |
Only till tomorrow, and then we die. |
Jenner: |
Ha! My favourite pubbing toast. |
Justin: |
Or, worse, they shall take us, NIMH shall take us, and we'll move, regardless of your highness. To men, no rat's a lord. |
Jenner: |
O, they shall take us! This is a fear. No, fear me, now! Stow forbearance! Let me stand condemned, so long as I stand! Let me stay doomed, so long as I stay! I will not give to any other, no part of me's any's but mine, no life's my life but my own, and should I savour Death tonight, it is my death, my death only. |
Justin: |
Thou'rt consigned to Fate? |
Jenner: |
I am my Fate. Once I die, I am no longer, and I care not what comes afterwards. I would not live anywhere else, but here, I would not die anywhere but this bush, nor any time but that I should deign fit. I have sealed me with a wound, and this wound on my soul shall never seal. |
Justin: |
I will not stay, not now, for as you say, |
Jenner: |
Nay, nay! Thou art thy most precious treasure, do not let thyself alter! |
Justin: |
You will stay, you know you shall stay the same, |
Jenner: |
Prithee, stay, thou sound'st like a suicide! |
Justin: |
Nay, I sound like an imperfect wretch, who seeks to better
not only himself, but all. Have at you! |
Jenner: |
A mortal wound! I am murdered! |
Brisby: |
Dead! All are dead, my heart, my life, my soul, |
Jenner: |
Mrs. Jonathan Brisby, soft! Thy husband once said to me, 'My wife is distraught, yea, my wife is the scrambly sort, Jenner. How poor am I, too poor to cause her worry.' He said then, 'But she is faceless, we all are shades, Jenner. We are not beings until we are seen; we are not beings until we are loved, yea, not 'till we serve, Jenner!' |
Brisby: |
Jenner, speak soft, thou'rt shortly dead. |
Jenner: |
If I am shortly dead, I shall be loud alive, my speech will survive me. Thy husband were a low branch on Time's tree, yea, easily taken by bullibrats and used as a mongrel switch; I once braved to think that I was one of those boys, but, nay, those were my dying days... I've given thee gall for gravy, bane for broth! Brisby, hast thou ever hated me? |
Brisby: |
No, I ne'er have. |
Jenner: |
I am condemned! |
Brisby: |
By thy conscience? He's a troublemaker himself. |
Jenner: |
The very devil! Brisby, love thy children. I could have
lived in my one friend's faithfulness... but, yea, words mean words, and
they've never spoken of my heart. I long, yea, I wish that I could have been
freed. A summons! |
Brisby: |
I know that rogue's death better than my husband's. Indeed, I'd ne'er heard a word of it until today, yesterday his death was something taken in trust - how often the good die without an epitaph! How often do the kind disappear without letting their loves know whither they go... they are snatched up jealously by God. The evil leave behind every wronged person, every mistreated soul to witness their death. When one goes up a mountain, those standing at the base see nothing of him. When one goes down thence to the valley, everybody can see him easily. |
Justin: |
If any think me wrong for this, then let them follow him. |
Patrick: |
I cannot but pun at his death. I say, 'twould be to follow a fallow fellow. That is the epitaph he deserves. |
Justin: |
Let it be written down. |
Ages: |
'Tis true, when death defeats our enemy, |
Justin: |
O, mud! Convey this blood-tarnished silver to Sheol, let
this unsacred taint begone, gulp it beyond any mortal reprieve, and let your
subcutaneous argue with its ill-brandished blade! Let Death have't! |
Patrick: |
Here stands an elder and his noble friend, |
Ages: |
I admit it, and am sorry for't. |
Justin: |
Of every dastard's scheme or hapless mall |
Ages: |
I nominate Justin, for Nicodemus named him first. |
Justin: |
Is there any dissension? |
Ages: |
I have greatly studied all that is to be said of the common life. I've pored over Plato and Paul for very, very short centuries; I dare say, all may be intelligently directed. |
Justin: |
Ages, you exhaust me. Of Mrs. Brisby? |
Patrick: |
She is well. |
Ages: |
She merits an addition to the widow's list, and whatever benefits should come of that. |
Patrick: |
She is well, and that at Death's promise. |
Brisby: |
Patrick, I know no brace is strong enough for thee tonight... though e'en the brace of Death is dissimilated, given the time; aye, though it be all of time. |
Justin: |
Indeed, all is to change; one day we shall be no more, if indeed we ever were. So is this night to be understood - if e'en a star may plummet, we might fall – e'en though it be weakly. We are all dangerously plumb... but one cannot ascend without having the entire earth beneath. |
Ages: |
None will be able to say. |
Patrick: |
An orphan 'm I, though older, I suppose - |
Brisby: |
He let his life go willingly, |
Patrick: |
One thing, our widow. |
Brisby: |
O, life's too short to speak of too late's. |
Justin: |
Upon this mare derise and sea of mist |
~ 5.3 ~
Outside of Mrs Brisby's house
|
|
Justin: |
Vital children of the hour, bless thy loss! |
Patrick: |
Our clutch is shortened, and our fledgling race |
Justin: |
How true! I know the sage's son is wise, |
Ages: |
Aye, and praise |
Brisby: |
A pall! a pall! Yea, gentle on my back |
Justin: |
Nugae, it's small to make a head kerchief; |
Ages: |
How life's a dream for us! We never were, |
Justin: |
Not here, perhaps. |
Ages: |
Thou hast spoke well, dear friend; |
Justin: |
We have seen Nicodemus to his death, |
Ages: |
The concert's reached a silent measure of pause |
~ 5.4 ~
Outside of Mrs Brisby's house, on the morning
|
[Enter Brisby] |
Brisby: |
Foregone's the chill! Time, there's halt for thy means! |
Teresa: |
Coming down from the mountain? |
Brisby: |
Coming down from thereabouts. |
Cynthia: |
'Tis beautiful out, mother. |
Martin: |
The fog has settled, and I see the mist retracted; the ocean lets forth her secrets. Were such a day a sunken continent? The seas cover more mystery than we could read into a dozen dreams. A fine day! A fine time to live. |
Teresa: |
Not such a quiet day, but not a day as would lose us. |
Brisby: |
The farmer's tasking day's at hand. |
Martin: |
Indeed, it is. Up comes the hardened ground, Mother. Off comes the crust of a long winter, off comes the accretion of many weathered months. Below 'tis fresh and new, below it all, it is spring again! though, in a way, this is a winter scarring; we do not reclaim last autumn, but spring new. |
Brisby: |
So is the goal of every life, it seems. |
Cynthia: |
The seeds are planted, then; the ocean is evaporated; I see only clouds too sorry for the heavens taking it up. And the waters as fed this ocean... where are they? Drawn into the solitary deeps again, I suppose. |
Brisby: |
I should not ever cross that raging stream |
Jeremy: |
[off-stage] O, this third time has me clapped for sure! |
Brisby: |
Is that what my toothache portends? Aye, should that be Jeremy as says 't, I should be taken ill today. |
Teresa: |
No, no, he comes on his own feet! |
Cynthia: |
Although he swaggers strangely. |
Jeremy: |
Seven by seventy! O, seven by seventy times! |
Martin: |
Four hundred ninety, why, then? |
Jeremy: |
Seven by seventy times I've passed her unnoticing, now she refuses the forgiveness any longer, and I'm legally bound to her indignation! |
Brisby: |
Thou'rt in love? And, thou'st a love? |
Jeremy: |
O, is that what I shall call it? O, bound am I! and this
time, I am clapped a'sure. Be mournful not, I am a wretch as should deserve
this punishment, I am a fool as feels for this fate kindly. Ah, I am locked
by the cords of law, pity me not... and never set me free again! O, never set
me free again! |
Teresa: |
The shrew's confused, and so am I; what's love? |
Brisby: |
Kind children, I would tell you something - something I only now have learned, and something which is better learned only once. |
Cynthia: |
We're here. |
Brisby: |
'Today's secure, but never is
tomorrow' - [Exeunt omnes.] |
~ * ~